Thoughts

Sometimes it sounds like I hear my name everywhere I go.  It's really weird and kind of freaks me out.  I've had visions on acid before where it seems like life is just something that is created out of my brain, and everything I ever see or experience is just a cruel trick of my mind.

Who knows if this is true or not.  It's possible that it is true, and if it is, how crazy would that be?!

Sometimes certain events happen at just the right time, with such perfect timing that it makes me think that it seriously is like a house-- life I mean-- and every door is just a path to a different room.

It's kind of disappointing because when you are growing up you are taught to believe that the world is limitless, and the only boundaries are your imagination!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But the older I get, and especially my experiences here in Taiwan, and especially walking around the streets and shit...... it's so much stranger than ever before.

I also have this weird moral compass that I seem to be developing.  That I shouldn't swear or do bad things or even think bad things, because something bad will happen because of it.  Where do these ideas come from?

If a person wants to do bad, he can just do it.  It's an impulse that he either chooses to act on or not act on.

But for some reason there is this invisible force that holds society together.  Somehow, things get done.  We create buildings.  We create businesses.  And it's all in perfect order.  What should we call this perfect order?